This entry marks the start of a new project, a new life
project. We have moved in to a new house, an old villa in Auckland. The house itself
is not important, what is important is what it stands for in terms of a home. As
an adult I don’t think I have ever really been at home in my own house. There
is a huge difference between living in a house and being at home in it. A house
is where I live, eat, sleep and relax. A home, now this is something new to me,
a place where I can be myself.
There is more to this story, and much to declare about my
new life. In opening up to the world of unseen possibilities I can now see that
there is much more to life than just living in a house, working and play. There
is purpose to this life, the reason we are put here in the first place.
Over the recent months, I have been given an awareness of
self, through meditation, reading and certain undeniable events. I now know
that I am part of a large group expression, and that the group desire is
expressed through me, if I would only listen. I have come to understand the
meaning of the words ‘thought form’ for I am a thought in form and the thought must
complete itself, if not in this form then in subsequent expressions of the
thought.
I have often wondered why I am here, living a life, pain,
anguish and struggle. Well now that I can see and hear the life expression and
have accepted the will of the soul group. The purpose of life is not to struggle
or to be in pain, but to fulfill its purpose. Life is good when I focus on the
purpose itself.
If this is not clear then let me put it another way. A
thought was created and must complete itself. I am an expression of that
thought. When I was unaware of that, life was a struggle, now that I am aware
of the thought, the soul, life is kind and generous. I now intend to serve the
thought.
The Project is to build homestead, a safe haven, a home
where light and love are given to all who enter. At present this is a small
house in the city, but soon it will extend to the country where house and land
will provide a place of light and love. It is not for me to fully describe it
or prescribe what it is for only that its purpose is to provide both a land
project and a home. The land is to build a bridge between wild and cultivated.
By embracing the wild growth in companionship with the cultivated, there is no
struggle. By using the force of nature to aid in the cultivation of life,
plants of all types grow in a complementary and cooperative way. By using the natural
way and harnessing the force of nature, life will flourish. There is a wealth
of knowledge stored in the history of man that can be accessed through an
intuitive awareness, all things in cooperation not competition, no struggle,
just life and its cycle in full.
The same approach is used in the home, where the natural
will of life is embraced. Using the same life force, the will of life is to
complete itself, to fulfill its purpose. The will of the group is to provide a
place of light and love, a place of healing, not by me or any one person but by
the home itself. I have spoken before about places that feel good and some that
don’t. The project is to build a good place where just being there will heal.
The central and pivotal part in all of this is the love between
me and the loved one. I am honored to be part of this project and part of a
team that wish to fulfill its purpose.
